I’ve been thinking about death a lot lately.
I know, it’s not Samhain or the dark of winter, so why on
earth this preoccupation with the cessation of life?
We’ve just passed the Summer Solstice here in the
Northern Hemisphere. Even though it’s bright, sunny and blazing hot, this is
the point in the year when the sun starts dying. The days reach their
lengthiest and begin shortening. Though the weather will remain hot for some
time, the angle of the sun will start shifting toward the south, and those afternoon
sunbeams will start to feel tired, like they’re ready to be done with it all.
To me, Midsummer feels like a deflation, a sudden
turnabout from the waxing year to the waning year. From the moment of the
solstice, I’ll be looking down a long slope into darkness. Of course, this is
as it should be. Dark balances light, always.
What really got me to thinking about death right now is
this: I have several friends whose fathers have just passed away, or are in the
throes of doing so right now. That’s a hard thing. But somehow, even though I
can feel all the very human sorrow and pain, I also feel like there’s a bit of
myth wrapped up in these events, making them into something greater than they
might at first seem. It may be a coincidence that the dead and dying are my
friends’ fathers, but then again…
In Celtic tradition it’s at Midsummer that the Holly King
battles the Oak King, vanquishing him until the darkest night of winter. One
aspect of the god retreats to the abode of the dead while the other rises up
among the living.
Now, none of the lovely men my friends are mourning is
going to miraculously come back to life at Midwinter. But it’s not wrong that
they died. It’s not wrong that we all die, eventually.
So much of our modern western culture is based on
Judeo-Christian precepts that it’s sometimes hard to unravel them. The attitude
toward death, however, is pretty obvious: It’s a bad thing. We should do
everything we can to avoid it, to escape it. Dying is a failure. This ‘Death Is
Evil’ attitude has followed us into the Scientific Age, urging our doctors to
keep patients alive at all costs, to force their bodies to continue functioning
under the power of machines and gadgets, even when all quality of life is gone.
Though it’s a hard choice, my friends and their families
have given their fathers the blessing of dying peacefully, without extreme
medical measures, without prolonging their pain. To me, this is a way to
respect our loved ones.
We don’t let terminally ill animals suffer; why do we
force our own family members to do so? I’ve thought long and hard about that
question. It’s all wrapped up in cultural expectations, religious
undercurrents, and primal fear. It’s a hard issue to deal with. But we all have
to face it, sooner or later.
So here it is Midsummer, and I’m pondering death. What
are your thoughts on the matter?
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